.... uh... eshay?
Reality.

100% of the time i miss my Father.
99% of the time i say Im fine, when I am not.
98% of the time, im smiling just so people go along with their own lives.
97% of the time im sitting alone, im thinking of things that i dont want to be thinking about, as they casue me pain.
96% of the time i feel alone.
95% of the time i have one girl on my mind.
94% of the time i hate my mother.
93% of the time i’m secretly listening to music my mates hate.
92% of the time i blame god and the universe for making me the way i am.
91% of the time, i’m drinking to forget
90% of the time, i am watching tv, just so i dont have to listen to my thoughts.
1% of the time i am Happy.